and then i see

and then i see

maybe it’s not arrogance

the pull to write

to make my words sound like my mind

maybe it’s the human

thirsty for connection

curious for understanding

when he said write down your life and submit it to the library of congress and maybe one day someone will find it,

write, your generation isn’t writing.

maybe i should listen to the pull

maybe i should write

i’m here reading in a beautiful huge couch

there are sounds all around

i know it’d stress me out if i think too much about all those sounds

but i’m not

i’m reading a lovely funny book

confident i’ll finish it and follow it with another lovely book

(an incredible feeling)

what i want most of all is to be wearing a swimsuit and running to the lake